Friday, April 21, 2006 8:30 PM
once the words are said, i can no longer take it back
the decision was made by me, i have to take responsiblity for it.
i want to be the support when you need me.
i want to be there when you need a shoulder.
i want to be the shade when you feel that it's bright

a reason behind everything i do.
a purpose behind everything i do.
a consequence that i have to bear everything i do.

MONDAY!!don't COME at ALL!!
i do not want MONDAY to come.
the thing i'm afraid of will come on MONDAY!!
i hate!!!
it's 24/04/06!! i HATE it. i HATE it!

if things really can't go back anymore
it just meant that we have to look forward.
it just meant that we might not know what might happen
but we will just keep going on.

i cannot forsee the future.
but i hope it will be a bright one.
for both you and i.
JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY!
AT ALL TIME!
promise??

i know i have hurt you alot.
i know i'm nt suitable at all for relationship
i know i don't want you hurt
i know i don't want to lost you either.

SORRY, SORRY for hurting you.